My own personal vision.

I’ve started a personal mission. And I think it will bear fruit in the long run if I stick to it. In the following months I will try to master Claude Debussy’s ‘Clair De Lune’, lose 10-15kgs, write more often about anything and everything, pray more often ( at least 5 times a day), eat healthier, drink less sugared water, be more vocal, take myself less seriously, be witty, think critically and live life to the fullest. Yes, it looks daunting but what is life if one does not bite its plump fruit.

For the past one year, I realised I haven’t done anything monumental or profound just yet; personally and professionally. I spend too much time complaining; listening to people bitch and moan; caring what other people think; get on facebook; idling around and so much more. I find myself not doing anything worthwhile and it scares the shit out of me.

Steve Jobs said ‘ I want to make a dent in the universe’. That he did and he did it well. I want that. I want to be able to make a dent in the universe or at least in Malaysia. And whatever the dent may be, it must be profound and positive. I want to enrich lives, help people and make Malaysia well known for its beauty.

If not now when? Yeah, it’s ok to mope around and feel sorry for yourself. Like how I did. But let’s stop for a second. And look at yourself. You have so much to give to the world. Yes, I know that sounds hoity toity, but believe me when I say that you can. Forget One Malaysia. If you want to make Malaysia a safer and peaceful place to live in, THEN DO IT. Come up with a brilliant Idea. Don’t ignore that itch to do something.

At the end of the day, you set your course to make your life better or Malaysians better. I hope I’m not digressing. But you have what it takes within you to do things that are beyond your wildest imagination (just please don’t shoot people in public, kidding).

However, to reiterate my point, I want to do something fulfilling in my life. And I want to make sure every second counts. If it makes an impact to me or to the people around me (for the better) then I’m happy and satisfied. Even the smallest dent can make a difference.

I know how it feels. I look at my Proton Persona every day and the small, tiny dent still affects me.