Change (in the house of Rae).

Holy crap. I've been skimming through all my blogticles (blog +articles) and I can see a huge different! I like the old me! The old me was positive and full of life! There were sparks of positive vibes in his writing (bad grammar though). And, and I can see that he was bent on making a difference. Making a change; he was (and still is) hungry for awards. This guy, to me, was cool. None of that aura i-wanna-be-cool-sarcastic-and-shit-to-all-so-they-can-respect me. None of that. He was just being 'real'. He was just being himself. 

And that makes him a beautiful human being. 

So where did he go? What happened along the way? Where is this carefree person? Living the life every second. What changed? Why has he written articles that are a bit morose and morbid? Even sometimes, a tad sarky. 

Something's wrong. Something's bothering this fella. 

Is this what it means to grow up and be 'professional'?

Where is that ballsy, gutsy kid that the late Yasmin Ahmad hired on the spot?