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Alright. Its been the second day I haven’t heard from her since I last said I love her. By now I’m not sure whether I want to call her or just leave it be.
Hells no! I ain’t gonna leave it be! I love this girl and despite destroying the friendship she kept, I still stand by my words that I love her and I can’t be just her friend. Anything else but her friend.
Call or not to call. Call or not to call. Sms or not to sms. Sms or not to sms.
A sane man would say move on and get on with your life.
How can a sane man says that when he loves that girl?
That means its not true. That means he doesn’t mean that he loves her.
That means he’s a fake.
Me?
I want her. I know deep in my gut I love her. I know that I never felt this strongly for a girl ever.
I can’t eat right.
I’ve lost my appetite.
I’m restless.
I’m thinking of her…….
To call or to sms her…
How humiliating can this be?
I’m gonna call her and see.. whats up
Well I just called her up.
We talked casually and we both laughed and there was nothing akward about it.
Her mom is coming back tomorrow on 16th of August. K hasn’t talked to her yet. I bet she thinks I’m a loser now because I called her up and I said I can’t be her friends the last time we talked. And I broke her rule again by calling her again.
She said she got my email and said it was lame. But I’m sure if she didn’t like it she would tell me to stop emailing her(wait she did, broke her rule again) and told me off that my email doesn’t do shit to her(nah she didn’t said that)
Do not try to be pessimistic now. No pessimistic thinking.
Maybe a little bit.
Maybe there’s some other guy she likes now.
Maybe she still has feelings for me
Feels great to write this out.
p.s: My condolences to Jonathan Gan who passed away peacefully. I may not know you and have never met you but I'm sure we would have passed by eachother without knowing it. Based on how people have wrote during the times you were alive, I can't help but to feel that I may have lost a potential good friend. My respects to you Mr. Peter Gan.
Innalillah-waina-ilaihirojiun
Hells no! I ain’t gonna leave it be! I love this girl and despite destroying the friendship she kept, I still stand by my words that I love her and I can’t be just her friend. Anything else but her friend.
Call or not to call. Call or not to call. Sms or not to sms. Sms or not to sms.
A sane man would say move on and get on with your life.
How can a sane man says that when he loves that girl?
That means its not true. That means he doesn’t mean that he loves her.
That means he’s a fake.
Me?
I want her. I know deep in my gut I love her. I know that I never felt this strongly for a girl ever.
I can’t eat right.
I’ve lost my appetite.
I’m restless.
I’m thinking of her…….
To call or to sms her…
How humiliating can this be?
I’m gonna call her and see.. whats up
Well I just called her up.
We talked casually and we both laughed and there was nothing akward about it.
Her mom is coming back tomorrow on 16th of August. K hasn’t talked to her yet. I bet she thinks I’m a loser now because I called her up and I said I can’t be her friends the last time we talked. And I broke her rule again by calling her again.
She said she got my email and said it was lame. But I’m sure if she didn’t like it she would tell me to stop emailing her(wait she did, broke her rule again) and told me off that my email doesn’t do shit to her(nah she didn’t said that)
Do not try to be pessimistic now. No pessimistic thinking.
Maybe a little bit.
Maybe there’s some other guy she likes now.
Maybe she still has feelings for me
Feels great to write this out.
p.s: My condolences to Jonathan Gan who passed away peacefully. I may not know you and have never met you but I'm sure we would have passed by eachother without knowing it. Based on how people have wrote during the times you were alive, I can't help but to feel that I may have lost a potential good friend. My respects to you Mr. Peter Gan.
Innalillah-waina-ilaihirojiun
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