Another Dream of her.
As I'm writing this, I'm trying my very best to remember the details from the dream I had a few days ago. It was just another day in the office, when suddenly an unexpected thing happened! Most of the staff I know gathered at the front desk ( which I don't know why) and suddenly, SHE showed up! She was looking radiant as ever but with shorter hair ( like the one you see in the newspapers). She smiled and teased all of us- me included. For a minute, everyone couldn't believe it but we were so glad that she's back. Her return has breathed life into the office again. Skipping ahead, I found myself wandering around the office. And I saw her about to rush off to somewhere. Her face was a tad serious and she noticed me. She stopped and started walking towards me and said things that I couldn't understand. She said " There's 20 nasi lemak and 20 drinks at the (something) floor. I want you to gather everyone there." At this point, I didn't really understand why but deep down inside of me, there was this huge feeling of sadness and yearning. Tears started running down my cheeks and to my shock, so was she! But she managed to give a faint smile and said "It's all up to you dear." And with those few words, she left. Then the next thing I know, I was at the floor she told me to go and the place was filled with food, music, arts, books and all the people I know from the office. After that I woke up, and it was 5.30am.

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maybe you can buy that 20 n.lemak + 20 drinks & treat your officemates as a sedekah, you know, sedekah on her behalf or something...
even if you're not doing it for arwah, it's good to do so considering Ramadhan is juz around the corner.
i dunno, it's just a thot...