The Past

The Past

Its a very touchy thing for most people to unearth their past. Its depressive, its emotional, its toublesome, its the ghost of ourselves that should never see the day of light, its the us that we never want to go back as in my point of view.

The big question is, why can't we come in terms with our past? Why is it that damn hard? Who makes up the rule that say " Your past should be buried"? Who?

You can't blame anyone but yourself because it was your choice in the end to embrace or not to embrace your past.

For me, I hate and loathed every inch about my past and that is absolutely no way I would be able to reconciliate with it. Until now....

Everything in my past is meant to be kept closed from my point of view

I realized that now.....I just didnt know it took this long

Comments

Aillerie said…
Its unerving how as the years go by, the "past" becomes even more packed with bad mistakes and stupid decisions. It was so cool being a kid! Ahah. Like your post Rae. You are closer to innocence when you forgive yourself and accept that things can be better.